Silly thoughts!Hey there...
I'm suppose to continue doing my work..
But, suddenly i feel like dropping a few words here..
(after dropped a few words in my baby's blog..)
Very soon, i will be back to M'sia..
I'm very excited about it.. I cant wait to be back home..
My reason is very simple, I miss all my loves one back in M'sia..
However, i also kind of worry.. The same feeling conquer me like the previous trip back to M'sia
Well, obviously, many things have changed.. included myself..
Im not sure whether i am allow to blend in the 'group' or should say 'family'..
Im not sure whether i can still go back to the one that i used to..
Or should i say, whether myself is ready to go back..
yup.. tht is one of the issuses..
To be frank, there is one fellow who appear in her life..
i give thanks to God because it is good..
but somehow, i just cant get rid of my jealousy..
i cant bear with, when the one can do something but i cant do much thing..
i cant bear with, when the friendship is getting closer but i am stuck in mel..
i cant bear with, when i'm not suppose to be negative or jealous but i am!!
what a stupid act~
I cant believe until today.. i still cant get ride of my so called 'small gas'...
yup.. it is me! Such a jealous gal..
Whatever it is.. just some thoughts that i wanted to drop off..
I'm fine.. and i will be fine..
It's that possible that no one read this? haha..
What am i talking about.. I guess is the after effect of stress..
Well, that it.. Wrap for this time..
Yup.. this is me.. blog only whenever i feel like doing it..
alright!~ back to work!! bye bye!~!~
* after so many essay writing.. i'm sick of checking and correcting my sentences..
sorry if there are many gramma mistakes... andrew sure pengsan again! !